Sometimes even our own blood sister can treat you like a stranger,enemy & etc. She's just like a black sheep in my family. We just cant get along together. She's just like a great pretender infront of my other family member. So all of them will think that she's the angel among me and my last sister. But i cant do anything. Quarelling back or talking back won't make me become a winner or gain my right. Ironically people will think more bad about myself perhaps i've done alot of bad things in the past towards mum.

But serious shit,i've changed. I've shown quite an improvement what else can i do to make you guys understands me. This year im turning 17,next year i'll be 18 and every year i'll be getting a year older,will i be treated like im 13 still..??

Now i don't give a damn to what they wanna say..i'll do my work.go to school,study smart get a good result and start workg. Once im done with everything i'll leave you guys. I gotta live my life my way not your way.

And Nabiha,if one fine day you ever come upon any trouble dont bother asking me for help because i still remember every little thing that you do that hurts me badly. You are just no one to me but my rival.